Kim Kardashian "Tries Not to Cry in Front of North" as She Suffers Traumatic Flashbacks

It hasn't even been a week since Kim Kardashian was bound, gagged, and robbed of a $4.5 million ring in Paris, so no—she's understandably not over it. The star is back in Los Angeles, and is reportedly suffering emotional flashbacks as she spends time with her children.

"They don't know what is going on, thankfully," a source tells Entertainment Tonight. "She tries not to cry in front of North, but it's been tough."

Kim is said to get "emotional" thinking about her attack, and is fixated on what may have happened to her. "All she kept saying over and over is, 'I have kids. Take anything you want. Please don't kill me. Please don't kill me,'" says the source. "She is very upset and can't stop thinking about what could have happened. The scariest part for her throughout this experience is the fact that it could have been a lot worse, and she couldn't imagine what that would have been like for her children."

The family are reportedly re-vamping their security team (especially around their kids), and E!'s Keeping Up with the Kardashians has been placed "on hold indefinitely."

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