Iris Millot: Photographing Disappearance

A young photographer looks at an old friend, a feminist activist who withdrew from the world 40 years ago to live alone on a farm. Dior Art of Color Photography Award-winner Iris Millot’s sensitive and poignant lens captures fragments of a life descending into oblivion while looking for new forms of transmission, Millot's own modern images dialoguing with found photos from her subject’s archive. Below, a conversation between Millot and Marie Claire International Chief Content Officer Galia Loupan-Richard.

All your photos have a woman named Hélène as their subject. Who is she? How did you come to photograph her? 

Hélène is my great-aunt. I was very close to her when I was a little girl, I loved her deeply. She lives in the middle of nowhere, in an old farmhouse which she has worked alone for almost 40 years. She has fascinated me for as long as I can remember. Something of that childhood curiosity had always stayed with me, even though I hadn't seen her in twelve years. When I saw her again, it was like meeting her for the first time all over again, as an adult this time. Forty years ago, Hélène had been an activist, deeply involved in the Women's Liberation Movement, and when I went to visit her, France was in turmoil, social upheaval. It resonated with her, with her past.

She told me all her stories; it was like opening a treasure chest of knowledge. She has a unique way of living. She has lived alone for 40 years, something that is quite uncommon, and greatly interested me. We opened her archives. She had written in notebooks every day for over 50 years, and we read her life story through those notebooks. It was very important; she truly opened up to me, trusted me.

And how did it feel for you to return to this place from your childhood, a place once loved, then lost?

I was afraid that everything would have changed, that even she herself would be different, and yet in the end it felt mostly the same. I began rediscovering that huge place alongside her. By being in her presence, I understood how remarkably unique she is, and I felt a need to listen to her, to write things based on what I heard, to create something about this space.

I’d been thinking about this project for three years, but only recently took it on. I don't think it's a coincidence that it took some time. The things closest to us are the ones that carry and preoccupy us, that connect things together, but it takes distance to see it.

You have a rather naturalistic approach, yet there is something very crisp, very finished in what you offer.

I was interested in building something that is not quite a documentary but not entirely fictional either. In this place, there is a kind of archaeological depth, stories layered on top of each other like soil. The first layer is her activist past. The second is her 40-year practice of working the land. And on top of that, there is the story of a woman who has lived in great solitude and yet remains perturbed by everything happening today, convinced that we, the young, must continue to care and to act. At 77 years old, she’s still just as determined and rebellious. She’s still a fighter, even though she lives detached from the world. This all made it a truly beautiful and emotionally intense encounter.

Tell us about your practice. How do you take your photos? 

I realized that I was photographing something vanishing in front of me. It's as if my images are gathering the traces of what remains. The concept of traces fascinates me. In my work, I fragment the space, I cut it up. That's why I use flash so much.

And what does your work say about you? After all, there are two people in these images, Hélène and Iris... 

I wanted to reconstruct a kind of set, based on what I projected into this space, on what she told me. This question of the set design interests me greatly, the act of constructing sets from fragments, from seemingly ordinary things. I live in this ambiguity: my images can appear staged, even though that's mostly not the case. Building my images like this, the fact that you never really see this farmhouse, it served as a backdrop for projecting my own motifs. I also had the desire to shift away from a certain reality, to reconstruct a story, a narrative. I like to question the fragility of memory, and thus the significant role that narrative can play. She lives alone, she has no children. Her path to transmission is accumulating archives, doing her work; and for me, recording her as she tells stories, reading her notebooks, making images. While working, I realized that I was immersing myself in the realm of the narrative. That's what Hélène represents, the fact that she carries numerous narratives. It is important for me to look at what she has carries within her through fresh eyes. To start from simple things. To attempt to write these stories and pass them down.